Shit

this was what I saw this morning when I woke up at 6:40 and I could not really believe my eyes... and since then it hasnt stopped snowing!!! It is insane! and it is not even good snow but a really moist one. so if you walk and the snow is falling on you, it is already melting and going into the fabric. no good. Anyway. it is supposed to be spring!!! not winter! and we will have -8 on saturday! totaly insane!

I'm supposed to study. Exam on thursday but I can just not motivate myself. Am skipping lacrosse practise as a punsih... but still it is not really helping...

Älskade Sverige.

Oh I've been missing Sweden lately so so much. And now that it is almost christmas even more. I miss all the snow and the christmas feeling, and open fires and so much more. Like the traditional drink Julmust which you drink in sweden around christmas, and I want Lussekatter, to bake them myself I need Saffron (which is a bit expensive here in Germany and not the same good quality as in sweden) and I miss the best kladdkaka with almond so much. It is a simple chocolate cake which I use to always bake but when you buy it from a special brand with the almonds inside, it is just so much better! and I can eat a whole one all by myself... And pepparkakor and kola... :( and no sweden trip is planned any time soon, not even soonish... not at all... Buhuhu :'(

best friend in town.

Berlin summer 2012 when my best friend visited me. Good, happy times.

last hours.

Hamburg, just some hours before one stupid plane started to Dubai... 107 days... 41 one more to count down...

Finally we are 4 again! The fantastic four! Haha. A new start, a new beginning! It does feel good.

my room a wednesday night.

I do have a lot of plants in my room and I love them all and it will break my heart to leave them behind one day I'll pack my stuff and move and can't take them with me...

:( this one looks a bit sad, not enough water in a while...

one of my sewing machines, the other one is at my parents for repair right now, and I miss her... in front my great La Sardina camera, tomorrow I bring a roll to get it developed, so looking forward to getting it back

great floor in my room.

in case you don't see, my books are separated after color! I have too many... and I'm reading mostly ebooks now... I love books. and there are my tea and coffee pots

just some of my necklaces. like the one with the A, stands for my familys last name. have matching earrings. and the origami one is my fav atm.

Teardrop on the fire Fearless on my breath

I'm still sitting in my room, trying to study for my exam tomorrow at 10 o'clock and I'm not really sure how it is going. When I'm reading my notes everything just seems so logical, as if it is totally normal and nothing I have to study to know but yea, we will see tomorrow after the exam or rather in a few days what the mark will be...

I've been home alone in this giant flat again and I can't decide if I like it or not. It's always good to do what you want and no one get disturbed by it but at the other point, it's just so big and I don't like closed doors with empty rooms behind, and Berlin is a bit spooky around this time of the year... Leaves falling down, all the loud noises, getting colder outside etc...

Oh and work been quite good today, too. The co-worker I don't like is on vacation for two weeks (YEAH) and an old co-worker who already quitted cause of moving into another city been there to help which was good. And the chaotic girl is getting more tidy and a better worker... Seems like its turning into good at the end... But I'm still thinking of maybe finding a new or another job to fill my weekends with...

Last for this post is my hate of hotlines. Oh! I almost spend one hour on a hotline today, again... and all just for a new phone contract and an iPhone haha... It all started friday when I tried for the first time to order, online but I ended up missing a letter in my emailadress... So I called again Saturday, made a new order, but didn't get the ordernumber nor an confirmation email, so today I called again and it almost went perfectly, got even data up to 1GB a month but 5 Euros more to pay a month which I had the other two times... and finally an ordernumber and a confirmationemail... So I called again, same guy who did the order, blablabla, please call customers service, so I did... waited... well, you have to deal with that problem when your contract is final, then we can discuss the problems... WTF... anyway, I hope I get the iPhone friday or someday next week, oh YES!

And now, good night!