:/ I'm sitting here on my desk and try to study but it is not going well. I have all the important things in one document and its 6 pages long :/ how am I supposed to get all that into my head? until tomorrow 10 am? why didn't I start earlier, as usual... I'm always too late... and how do you get only the important stuff into your head? anyway. I'm going to make dinner now. potatoes and violet carrots in the oven and some fish out of the frying pan... oh how I miss my boyfriend cooking dinner for me, not long now! 31 days and 13,5 hours and I'm there!

So I planned to bake german "Nussecken" which means nutcorners but I'm just too tired right now. Last night I've been at a bar in my part of Berlin which was really nice and I will go there again someday. After that we went to a concert which was a bit disappointing but I had some good chats with friends and a lot of dancing when my friends later were the DJs after the concert. Everything finished with Pommes at Alexanderplatz and a sleepy train ride back home, well not me, just everyone else.
Today I've been on a tour with the exchange students at my university, or a part of them and I heard a lot of new things about Berlin, the weather was really great and it was fun to be around with them. I had some nice talks with our intern at the international office and it just happens that she lives three to four streets aways from me!
Tomorrow there are people coming to look at our empty room and to introduce them self and I am not so looking forward to that. I hope the weather will be nice and I maybe get time to go out a bit and for baking!
So now I make a cup of tea, hop into bed and read a bit in my book and listen to some good music!
Over and Out.

So the last times at my uni work I never had much to do and mostly it was drinking tea, talking to my coworker and keeping her from doing her work, but today I finally got stuff to do, and oh how good is it to finally be able to do something good with your time. Ok, it is nice to get paid for doing nothing but strange how quick that turns out to be boring!
So today I got a few duties but been stopped by our 'opendoortime' or however you want to name the two hours when students can come and ask questions on how to go abroad. Well, some face were familiar and my boss was quite impressed by that and with the fact of my knowledge about Australian and Swedish universities. After that I got to feed our databank with different things, go to write email, had my first phone call, send my first letter and many more to do. It might sound strange but I am happy that I am finally able to do work and I am looking forward to the time when I can host these two hours by myself and don't need to sit next to my boss listening to what she is saying.

After work I used the information there to do more study about my plan of serving an internship in Australia and got some more information, back home I was able to send more applications and some other mails related to these things.

Now I am waiting for a response of my date for an interview and some other informations from different people.

Now I should start doing uni work as in study for my actual courses or rather do some exercises or should I rather go for a run (it's dark, cold and windy...)...?

Teardrop on the fire Fearless on my breath

I'm still sitting in my room, trying to study for my exam tomorrow at 10 o'clock and I'm not really sure how it is going. When I'm reading my notes everything just seems so logical, as if it is totally normal and nothing I have to study to know but yea, we will see tomorrow after the exam or rather in a few days what the mark will be...

I've been home alone in this giant flat again and I can't decide if I like it or not. It's always good to do what you want and no one get disturbed by it but at the other point, it's just so big and I don't like closed doors with empty rooms behind, and Berlin is a bit spooky around this time of the year... Leaves falling down, all the loud noises, getting colder outside etc...

Oh and work been quite good today, too. The co-worker I don't like is on vacation for two weeks (YEAH) and an old co-worker who already quitted cause of moving into another city been there to help which was good. And the chaotic girl is getting more tidy and a better worker... Seems like its turning into good at the end... But I'm still thinking of maybe finding a new or another job to fill my weekends with...

Last for this post is my hate of hotlines. Oh! I almost spend one hour on a hotline today, again... and all just for a new phone contract and an iPhone haha... It all started friday when I tried for the first time to order, online but I ended up missing a letter in my emailadress... So I called again Saturday, made a new order, but didn't get the ordernumber nor an confirmation email, so today I called again and it almost went perfectly, got even data up to 1GB a month but 5 Euros more to pay a month which I had the other two times... and finally an ordernumber and a confirmationemail... So I called again, same guy who did the order, blablabla, please call customers service, so I did... waited... well, you have to deal with that problem when your contract is final, then we can discuss the problems... WTF... anyway, I hope I get the iPhone friday or someday next week, oh YES!

And now, good night!