can't summer come closer!?! oh, wait, won't be in Europe for summer, damn... Swedish hasbeens just released their new collection and well, would it be possible to buy 4 new pairs of sandals? hmm. I really do think it would be good to invest in another pair of their great sandals. I worn my white ones to death, well almost, I still wear them and I will for a long time, I just love them. Will there ever be a new collaboration with h&m? Would be amasing, but until then it is either ebay, felamarkets or just saving up money to buy a new pair... but which one... here are my favourites:

http://www.swedishhasbeens.com/ornament-p-156.html

 

 http://www.swedishhasbeens.com/neon-sandal-p-101.html

http://www.swedishhasbeens.com/sweet-sandal-p-158.html

http://www.swedishhasbeens.com/lacy-sandal-p-142.html

No fun happening here.

my life is just so boring right now. All I do is studying. and tomorrow is the day, three exams. and I have hardly done anything for any of them... the day will start with statistics and I am kind of good with it so I just hope for the best... In case it is going to be really bad I just hand it in blanc and rewrite it in march, but I rather not. Then I have two more hours and I might or might not do something for my two english exams then. probably not... I still have to read an essay and make a presentation about it and another exam is coming up next week (haven't done anything for that...) and I have work too. Buhu.
I miss having a boyfriend around. my boyfriend to be exact. I need someone at home, waiting for me. Or now, I just let my head hang and won't be positiv, I need someone to hug me and to tell me that it will be good. My own cheerleader so to say... buhu. And my head hurts. So much.

I should study instead of writing here. But... I can't focus. I just can't.
Well, my exam today went well, I suppose. I was done after 1/3 of the time, including reading through the whole thing twice, so I just gave it to my teacher and left for the day. Checked my other assignment and then went home again. A quick stop at the new eco supermarket which opend just around my subway stopp, or well, it might have been open for a while and I just never noticed. Anyway, I only bought apple and mango juice, which is great and vegan chocolate which was not great. I took my bike and went to a turkish supermarket just along the street, bought veggies and pomegranate, found spiced snack corn (which is super expensice in Australia and here too cheap!), bought some turkish pastry and lactose free turkish cheese! yeah. Went to my bank on the way home and soon I have my granddads christmas money on my account. Now I might clean the bathroom (my job this week) and then order sushi and wait until one of my bestfriends comes over to stay the night and we will eat sushi and talk. Looking forward! It is kind of hard when you live in one city and all your good friends in other ones. Some how some friendships never survive and I am a bit sad about some of them. When you used to be soo close and then out of a sudden not anymore. people change and their ideas and views change. sometimes friendships survive and sometimes not. either way, it is sad to loose friends.

I am so sick of studying. so so sick. it is saturday again, I am awake since 8 and been studying too much. my next exam is an english gramar class and well, it wont be that hard but still, all those rules and shit. grgrg. then wednesday, the horror day, statistics and two more english ones... haven't started with statistic yet but well. I migt not today. I am invited to an australia day preparty before we go to an australian bar here in berlin to celebrate with a bunch of australians. looking forward to hearing a lot of australian english, I miss it. a lot. I might bake some australia cookies, I still have to go shopping, food, and to study and and and... buhuhu.

I got myself a "I am done with study for this semester"-present. what else then a wonderful diana mini camera could it have been. Oh, I can't wait to open it, put a film inside and start using it. But, not before my exams are over! I am completely obsessed with cameras, and I love my analoge ones.
I need a shelf where I can put them and show them to everyone who enters my room but it does seem a bit stupid to spend money in those things with the tought that I might not live more then 14 moths here, oh, that makes me feel sad...

another thing I finished today is my application for some courses of my master program, or well, the master I want to to when I am finished with my bachelor in 1,5 years. Yes it would be possible to already start with courses out of the master program now, or more in august. oh it would be great if it works! I could get the master done in 1 year, or even less, and it is all online. I only have to be at the university for the last final oral exam, the master thesis!

tomorrow after a lot of studying, there might be an australia day party going on which I might go to, depending on how much studying I get done until then... we will see. anyway. good night for now!

First exam is over and it was ok. For the effort I made of studying I can't complain, or well, not yet, we will see which grade I get... Next exams are coming up, not worried about my three english once, at all, maybe I should, at least a little bit, so I don't feel too safe? statistics and maths are soon as well and at least with statistic I feel ok but maths, haven't done anything so fare, been to one class... huuups. Well. And then this major calendar project which we have to do and have to hand in on monday... hate it. Most of the work is already done but it looks like shit. no good at all. my mac is not really helping either, bit slow but the file is massive! So tomorrow after work (my uni one) I am going to stay in uni and try to work on that one and then I have my first lacrosse training and I am so looking forward!!!
Now, sleep.

Great Ocean Road...

Can someone please take me back... I do love Snow and winter but, and this is the most important point, not when I have so much to do and it is almost not possible to go out and run off the extra energy which I can't get rid off while only sitting in front of my mac doing cartography stuff or studying for tons of exams! I need some exercise! Lucky me I'm going to play lacrosse on thursday and I am so looking forward!

I am BACK.

I am back in Berlin and I wish I could still be in Australia.
It is friday today and next week will be so busy, I don't even know where to start or with which of my assignments or study stuff to start. I have too many exams coming up, too many presentations and too many things I have to hand in... And of course work! Buhu.
At least I booked a flight down to Munich so I will meet my boyfriends dad and my boyfriend and I then can go back to my familys place for my sisters wedding together. I am so happy that we are going to be together for this event. We then will spend some time around the area where I am from and then go on a city-trip before one last week in Berlin. Then it will be work, work, work for me and two more exams before my forth semester starts, and I can finally say I am half way through my study! Whoop!
I am planning on doing some posts about my time in Australia of course but that might have to wait until I have all my pictures together and won't waste the time instead of studying!
Cheers!